Ok so this week was absolute HELL. Sunday when I got home from my dads, not even two seconds into the ride home and I started sobbing. I didn't stay around the house that day, all I did was walk around the town. I didn't want to go home, but it's not like I could just go and sleep on a park bench, she'd call the cops and it's not a good idea to sleep in a park around here. Monday, I broke down in school and was sent to the social worker AND the guidance counselor. But that night I talked to my mom. I told what they said and how it doesn't matter what she thinks. In the end most issue with her were cleared up. But not even an hour later, I suddenly got sick. I'm soo not going into detail about what happened, but I was in so much pain I actually passed out. I lost my hearing for a few minutes and my sight. Nothing big for me really, its happened twice before. Obviously I didn't go to school the next day, my mom wouldn't take me to the ER though. Wednesday I also stayed home and we found out I have that like two week long stomach virus that I some how caught even though it's not contagious. Thursday I attempted school but after gym I got reaaallly sick so I was sent home. I'm feeling better now, and I made it all day Friday, which was awesome. We did Tai Chi, Yoga and Oragami in Global class, it was amazing.
But last night my mom went out with some friends. And this guy that once hit on me because he thought I was 18 called, because everyone thinks I've got this crush on him, nuuuu. I was BEYOND embarrassed, I told my mom don't ever do that again. He was like "Will you be my date for the parade?" So I was obviously cornered and couldn't well, not agree. And he just kept teasing me, it really sucked. But I am NOT going to the parade I am staying home and talking to Eli. And tonight, I am going to dinner! Haha, I haven't gone out it what seems like forever.
Being home alone last night was amazing. I had one window open, and it seemed to let the entire world in. It felt like a summer night mixed with an autumn evening. And since then I have been in a really good mood. I do hope summer comes soon, I can't wait.
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